This was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. To walk away from our dearly loved little boy, the little boy who was going to come into James and my life and wreak a beautiful havoc upon us. Make us who we are...........the people we are now ready to be...........this is what makes me so sad, rips my heart and twists it and stamps on it. My heart feels shredded, in so many pieces when i think about it. I can't change what has happened, the need to have Hartley to cuddle and to be here will hopefully lessen through time but i feel like a child and want to stamp my feet and scream 'I want him, he is mine'
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